“How could you be that blind? he’s not good one treating you like that, he got another one behind. HOW CAN YOU BE THAT FOOL!?” i asked her after knowing the truth, “I don’t know. I’m just a human. I don’t know what i’m chasing. we both just have same pain and I’m just feeling like getting a new life, get what i lost before,” she answered. 

it was twelve in the midnight. lying under the ceiling. surrounded by city sound. dark conversation. people our age may not understand this complicated situation. she faced not unyu unyu kind of teenage story but dark thing.

i looked into her eyes, didn’t make any other judgement. enough for what i lately did to her. it might be my fault. well, she is mature enough to make decision, but still, i won’t let things go worse. always pray for her best. sorry for being too strict.

then, i can conclude that it is just an escape for both of you.

human are confusing, though.